Indescribable. in many ways. good, bad, questionable, etc....
i feel as if I'm in "limbo."
doctors trying to figure out what's going on inside my crazy body...
steroids running rampant, trying to do a job....
but as I've said before...I KNOW I'm on this path for a reason.
I really hate this feeling of being in limbo,
out of control of anything that’s going on inside my body...
I need to just sit and let God handle this...
not myself. it’s too BIG for me.
One thing I do know is he's been my rock:
he's been the cooker, the cleaner, the dog feeder,
dog walker, laundry do-er, grocery shopper
you name it..he's doing it....
he won't let me do anything!
(well unless I sneak in and do something, like laundry because I just can't sit still!)
he felt so bad for me on valentine's day - I couldn't go anywhere, do anything
(which is actually fine with me...I love just being at my home with him, watching movies, etc...)
he surprised me:
(which is scrapped in the post below)
I'm not lying...I
(steroids? who knows...I just know that emotions hit me and I cried like a baby)
anyway...i just have to say how blessed I am...with him:
what we have is completely indescribable
I made this 8.5 x 11 (landscape) layout
(yes, I know I've used that photo before...I'm ok with doing that)
in just ONE hour the other day.
I know...like I said in my post before...
I couldn't believe it! I just grabbed my Jenni Bowlin Jan. add on kit,
my Shimmerz, some other things and went to town.
If you want to check out how I made it, the Shimmerz products I used...
just visit the Shimmerz Blog...
so I'm still hanging in there...
feeling a little better today actually, yay!
hopefully each day is better and we get to the bottom of what's going
on in this crazy body of mine! (well other than what we already know, right?)
tomorrow I get more blood drawn for another white count test...
(which, is also...indescribable.)
have a lovely day everyone,
thank you so much for stopping by.
I appreciate you more than you know!